made some changes-

changed the name of my clothing line, its no longer mcLovely!
that was just toooooo
uhhhh-
idk..
just didnt like it any longer!
WACKED OUT : )

teeth are killing me
retainers suck
i am going to be transitioning until Feb
it should be mad long by then
for my birthday
6 months clean
6 months of transitioning
i cant wait to continue this journey
just have to stick w my transitioning
and i should be fine
curly long hair dont care
here i come
oh and by the way
mclovely is up and running
pins are for sell
order yours today

Well, well, well. What do we have here? MCLOVELY IS IN BUSINESS! Oh yeah, oh yeah.. We in there ya'll! Stanky leg, Stanky leg- Here is the website, kind of crappy right now but, C*R*E*A*M with NO ca$h- We making it ya'll.

money money money cant you see-

trying to start my business up
trying to make my money
the legit way!
right now on my end
its C*R*E*A*M with NO ca$h
but ima make it
it just takes time

well what the hell next?

okay soo
today we get an eviction notice
the man comes
and takes the cable box
im sick
feel like im about to die
what the fuck is next
i really dont know what to do right now
cant work
dont have the shit i need
and i just found out
that the only place we can live
and be able to shop is a $600 rent
who the fuck has $600 rent anymore
im on some new york shit
$1000 and up
bitch get with the program
make more and more bread
i need a place to stay
mad kicks
dummmmy gear
stupid dro
and all the good shit
GET WITH THE MOTHERFUCKING PROGRAM OR GET LOST

this shirt defines me-

fashion-

fashion, fashion, and more fashion. just one of those things i love, and will never let go. trends, spends, and mends. just one of those things you just have to deal.

-

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fuck this and everything along with it-

ugh
i dont want to be where i am
this shit is going to be the death of me
i promise
i swear
this is not good
not good at all
in 4 - 5 years ill be where i need/want to be
somewhere i belong
no here
this is the worst thing that has ever happened to me
i wouldnt wish this on anyone
not even you

drake and bake nigga-

i just wanna be i just wanna be successful

i want the money and just the money
all the other shit can stay at home

wtf ytf htf whtf-

i need to go to the eye doctor and get an exam for contacts and glasses ugh cant see anything at all right now



i just need to smoke some obama right now thats all i need to do

where the fuck is my money at?

okay okay okay soo pretty sure $500 disappered what the fuck ugh my daddy sent me $500 and it went into the bank and some how it disappered i am sooo mad right now i need my money i need my shit i really cant wait until mcLovely is up and running i need continuance (sp?) money coming in not just no little 500 coming in now and then ugh wtf ytf htf idk please tell me cuz idk

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i need:
clothes
nomads
toms
contacts
glasses
g shock watch >>>>>> (the yellow one)

yeah, i know i know-

I've kind of been slipping on my post lately.
Just really out of my element right now.
Well, not really but sort of-
LONG STORY..
Anywhooo-
I feel slightly famous already.
Don't ask why!
My brain has not been funtioning too well lately-
I NEED MONEY, QUICK FAST AND IN A HURRY..
C*R*E*A*M with NO ca$h nigga nigga!
I need my hair braided.
But- with no money, nothing is possible.
I have family who can braid and all that good good but, you can't depend on anyone to do anything for you but yourself.
So- I'm running around here looking pretty bummmmmmy- NOT CUTE AT ALL..
But, what can I say- NOT A GOSH DERN THING!
You have to do for you and I do for me- ya dig it?!
I'll be back on track soon..
Can't wait to grow up and be grown.
UGH- this kid/child/youngster stuff is stessing me out- COMPLETELY..
Not a good look at all- KEEP IT CUTE!
I haven't been keeping it cute lately at all.
BUMMMMMMYMANI- <<<<< call me this from now on..



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Things I Need:
Glasses
Contacts
Retainer
Clothes
New Life
Camera
Apartment
High School Diploma
Money
Car
G Shock Watch
Furniture For Apartment
Demin Toms
Nomad Rope Sandals
Bestfriend
Boyfriend
Friends
.......................
MORE TO COME-


One good thing though-
I do have my health..
Shike!

im feeling it- shike!

havent been updating in awhile
me and mom are going through some things
right now
sooo i just dont know
im sick to my tummy
everyday
geeeeeez
im just not feeling it
i want a tattttttttttttttttttttt
and some piercings
to ease my pain
but mom wont let that go down either
cant wait
just cant wait until i grow up
i wana be famous
i wana be a star
be careful what you wish for
cuz you just might get it
i want a boyfriend also
A REAL ONE!!!
own house/car/money/job
the whole 9
no kids for me!
im not a child
i dont play with other peoples kids..

I WAS IN KENTUCKY??

GETTING MY SLR CAM SOON
AND WILL PUT SOME OF MY ARTWORK UP
MY NECK HURT
FROM HOLDING THIS PHONE
UGH
CANT STOP ME BABY- JADAKISS

11:52 PM- WHATS GOING ON RIGHT ABOUT NOW..

THESE KIDS IS FIGHTING
IM DUCKING
AND DOGDING
SHE SAID
"IM GONE PUNCH YO JUNK IN"
I CANT STOP LAUGHING
SHE EAT JUST TO EAT
SHE WALKING PAST THE GARLIC BREAD
AND GONE STOP AND GET A PIECE
IF SHE SEE SOMEBODY ELSE EATING
AND SHE NOT EVEN HUNGRY
SHE SAY SHE HUNGRY
HA
MY TUMMY HURT FROM LAUGHING
SHE MAKING CRUMBS
SHE A CHUNKY MONKEYYYY

this is horrible-

nobody stopped it
they just beat her up
and she didnt want to fight back
beating someone up like this is not good
but ill do it
if need be
but i want to know what she said
she probably didnt say anything
but who knows

...

i know i'm mad late, but oh well-

yo son-

right now im not doing much
and i didnt do much today
went to store with cousin
watched girlfriend on ustream
watched my magics lose :(
danced
ALOTTTTT
and something else
but i forgot
ha
outtttttie 2000 my nigga..

what the fish nutz my nigga-

why do people act a plum fool when they get around "famous" people
for one
what is a "famous" person
a famous person is someone who sings and/or dances
or just looks good
and basicly just gets paid for that
thats all a "famous" person is
in my eyes at least
they just like me or you or even my mom
yeah some of them make good music
but why are they "famous" because they make a hit record
shoooooot i dont know
the majority of them are arrogant because they have money
thats a bunch of tom foooolary to me
i have money
and im cool about it

found a laptop to use-

mcLovely is getting there deadass
i'm working on it

id rather catch up on tv anyway-

laptop is booboo wont be posting for awhile
give me like 2-5 days
then ill be back on track

mikey-

i love bryan, want to marry him-

aint this some shit..

i dont know what do do right about now

my stomach hurt
my head hurt

this stupid tv is OD loud

my brain is stinging
this stupid nigga keep texting me

and i want nothing to do with him dead asss

ughhhhhhhhhh

i'm venting...

this boy i use to date

ex-boyfriend

i'm still in love with him

he is still in love with me

but, it's not healthy for us to be together

he makes me sick to my tummy

he makes me soo mad at times

i don't even eat

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thoughts been running through my mind lately

i want to take him to NY with me when i graduate HS and move back home

it just seems like the best thing for me to do

even if we don't stay together in a GF/BF relationship

i just feel obligated

but, at times i just want to call you a "stupid bitch"

and keep it pushing

DEAD ASS

ugh- sometimes i just want to give up on you

*blurps loudly*

lls

i don't really know why i even care the way i do

sometimes i care TOOOO much

Poem- NO TITLE!

When I think of the times
All I see is you
Please understand I laugh
At the fact your funny
I cry
At the fact your sad
I hope
At the fact you succeed
I know you
You know me
You love
And I'm me

Worst poem I've ever written *giggles* Can't locate my other ones at the moment..

beautiful cousins!

concert he attended in time square.

beautiful family!

Some photos my grandfather took- btw, he is a photographer. I'm following in his footsteps- *laughing out loud* NEVER THOUGHT I'D EVER SAY THAT..

This is harder then I thought...

Okay- so, I'm mad new to this blog thing.. I read alot (and I mean alot) of peoples blogs, and finally decided to make my own. Alot of people may not read my blog and that's fine with me, I just need to get alot of stuff off my chest- ya know? My Life, My Story, My Journey, MY BLOG! Let's start this thing off like this- alot of my blog post may be in yellow, because that's my favorite color. Ha- but, that's wack right? Let me just cut tot he chase- Amani Davis is a Photographer, a Makeup Artist, a Warobe Sytlist, and a Painter. I'm just starting out though- I'm brand new to this artist (Makeup, Warobe, Photography) thing- soo, please bare with me. Will have updates on things I've done mad soon- as soon as I find my stupid camera or replace it.